Monday, March 2, 2015

I Believe

I believe judgement should be a second look,
though the first look can make it hard to do it again.
I believe it takes one generation to save the next.
I believe almond butter can save lives.
I believe I am a quiet voice in a loud world, which does not make me unheard, unimportant, or inactive.
I believe God loves us unconditionally, but if I kiss a girl I'm going to hell
I believe going to hell is eternal darkness
But with a flick of a switch darkness turns into light
I believe with true love the dark spots filled with pain and anguish in a normal person's heart might be healed.
Unfortunately, the pain I've endured will always stick around,
and so will the joyful memories.
I believe in Family, I believe in blood, I believe in loyalty,
but if you stick around long enough- Hey, Sister. Not because I am easily trusting,
but because I'm done pushing away good people.
I believe ambition is the key to success
I believe goals will increase my lifespan,
and maybe leaving high school sooner will save me.
When I break free, hopefully I'll break a leg, and break records that set new standards for "great."
I believe I am meant to be like Beyoncé, but greater.
Yeah I said it, and I meant it, but in my special way.
Wanting her body and her nose is playful wishing, unless
it's the reason our friends lie paralyzed on the floor next to pill bottles.
I believe confidence would have saved her.
I believe confidence is looking in the mirror and telling myself I am more than Beautiful.
I believe Beauty can happen on all faces even if it takes a second glance.
I believe we are all beautiful in our natural state.
God made us that way.
I believe in God, and if you give me a chance, I'll make your day if you need me. Do you need me?
Do you believe in being real?
I believe opening ourselves up to God can release every tear of despair
I believe God loves me. Not the 1/4 of me or the 9/10 I show my friends, but all of me, all at once.
My mom loves me like God loves me, and will never say goodbye, but that's good because I don't believe in those. Because I don't, when the day it's necessary comes, her heart will ache, and this will cause me pain. Sometimes a burning sensation. Sometimes my heart will throb.
I believe we should appreciate the ones that have stuck by us.
I believe it's hard to show full appreciation as an immature teenager.
I believe everyone who is living a happy life has an immature side.
I believe living life seriously is a mistake,
a mistake I'll never do again. As a matter of fact,
I believe the world should be like Adam and Eve before the sin.
Be Free.
I believe good designers invent, great designers innovate, and only if we spent more time caring for others, we wouldn't have to worry ourselves to sleep caring how others feel about us. 
We would realize our own greatness. 
I believe pugs, both white and black, can make Alexia the happiest girl in the world.
I believe hot dressing and peach cobbler, from Chandler, Texas, is the best meal one could dream of.
I believe in sunny days, funny ways, and dancing for no reason, I believe that someone loves me and they will rescue me from evil, and if you pat me right here, right here in this spot, you will find
close-minded open-mind trying to make sense of the world.